LuciaWhite
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- Feb 17, 2011
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okay I asked this question and I guess everyone got the idea I'm depressed and suicidal. That's not it at all I'm not depressed or sad just ready ya know. Now the question:
19yo. Short version: now that I've accepted it I'm ready to embrace it ready to experience it and have lost all feelings for everything before it. Ready to leave this world behind.
long version: Okay I've seriously wrestled in my head life and death since like 14. I'm obsessed with this and can't stop thinking about it. I can't wait. I want to hurry up and have it, I've lost all feelings ttowardslife and am looking forward to death so much. Over the past few months I've lost all motivation for everything I literally try to stay up as long as possible so I my dreams seem more realistic and longer, I sleep like 15hrs at a time loving every min of it, leaving this world. I want to go now, but unfortunately can't, what can I do? I don't know how much longer I have to wait an have no will to continue here, to excited for death. Any help? Anything will help an this is serious I'm really really ready don't view this as negative it's gotta be better.
19yo. Short version: now that I've accepted it I'm ready to embrace it ready to experience it and have lost all feelings for everything before it. Ready to leave this world behind.
long version: Okay I've seriously wrestled in my head life and death since like 14. I'm obsessed with this and can't stop thinking about it. I can't wait. I want to hurry up and have it, I've lost all feelings ttowardslife and am looking forward to death so much. Over the past few months I've lost all motivation for everything I literally try to stay up as long as possible so I my dreams seem more realistic and longer, I sleep like 15hrs at a time loving every min of it, leaving this world. I want to go now, but unfortunately can't, what can I do? I don't know how much longer I have to wait an have no will to continue here, to excited for death. Any help? Anything will help an this is serious I'm really really ready don't view this as negative it's gotta be better.