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<blockquote data-quote="JohnM" data-source="post: 1552273" data-attributes="member: 209445">heres the thing...i have never had a boyfriend before or never have done anything with a guy before.i have only had grlfriends, all my friends are str8 and i am very masculine. but since i was 13 i would find certain of guys attractives...meaning white guys and spanic guys....see i am a black guy but find very few black guys attractive..i mean very few. however the thought of having a relationship with a guy just feel weird and uncomfortable and even sometimes the thought of having sex with one. ... i love women and i have always been with women..but lately ts has been hard for me to be with anyone because i am thinking that its wrong to go out with a guy and sex with a guy is complicated, and going out with a girl will jst makes me guilty and i wouldnt be able to be myself around her knowing that i find guys attractive. so to sum it up i like guys but certain of guy but only sexualy, i cannot be in a relationship with one..i love girls but guilts are killing me...so the question for you guys is what should i do? label myself or jst stay str8 and keep it to myself even when its killing me inside.P.S. i enjoy watching gay and bisexual porn more than str8 porn...if that help...and sorry for my englsh its kind of bad i did my best...thnks i hope&nbsp; get something out of posting this.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="JohnM, post: 1552273, member: 209445"] heres the thing...i have never had a boyfriend before or never have done anything with a guy before.i have only had grlfriends, all my friends are str8 and i am very masculine. but since i was 13 i would find certain of guys attractives...meaning white guys and spanic guys....see i am a black guy but find very few black guys attractive..i mean very few. however the thought of having a relationship with a guy just feel weird and uncomfortable and even sometimes the thought of having sex with one. ... i love women and i have always been with women..but lately ts has been hard for me to be with anyone because i am thinking that its wrong to go out with a guy and sex with a guy is complicated, and going out with a girl will jst makes me guilty and i wouldnt be able to be myself around her knowing that i find guys attractive. so to sum it up i like guys but certain of guy but only sexualy, i cannot be in a relationship with one..i love girls but guilts are killing me...so the question for you guys is what should i do? label myself or jst stay str8 and keep it to myself even when its killing me inside. P.S. i enjoy watching gay and bisexual porn more than str8 porn...if that help...and sorry for my englsh its kind of bad i did my best...thnks i hope get something out of posting this. [/QUOTE]

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