I recently just broke up wit my bf. It only lasted a day (lol) bcuz i THOUGHT i liked him buht when we made it official, i hated him alot. I never felt anything when he kissed my cheek or when i kissed his. When i saw him, i felt NOTHING absolutely nothing. So, i broke up wit him. I perfer lesbian porn over straight. I have sexual fantasies tht include girls. sometimes guys buht i perfer girls. I have crushes on girls. Whenever i have a bf, it never last long bcuz i feel absolutely nothing. Before we start being bf nd gf, I sorta like him. Buht then when we start being bf nd gf, i absolutely feel nothing nd then occasionally, i hate him. Do u think i only like guys as friends buht confuse that as "like like" feelings? I never went out with a girl, or kissed one. Buht i always have fantasies about it. Nd if i see a cute guy, i call him cute. does tht mean i'm bi? ** Let's say "hpotheticlly" tht i'm a lesbian. Can i still find a guy 'cute'? or 'hot'? --(i'm 14 btw)--