Okay so basically since last month I've been frequently thinking my life is going to end soon whether it be by illness, accident, or something else unimaginable happening and I can't take it anymore! It started a few days after the earthquake in virginia hit! I didn't start thinking this way immediately after it happened but a few days after, when my cycle started. A few weeks after it went off the thoughts died down a little bit but now they're back with a vengence and are somewhat worse and yes my cycle is about to start again. I went to the doctor for an itchy rash and a scratchy throat and she said it was ringworm and post nasal drip. My blood pressure was 113/70 and I'm 18 years old. I just want to know whether you think it's anxiety, a premontion, or if it's possibly pms because right when the thoughts started coming back, I've been waking up feeling crappy, so is it Pms or what? And I also get really depressed and cry sometimes. I think this could also be a wake up call from God because of that stupid 2012 doomsday theory, I oftened prayed he would take me before the world ended even though it probably won't end anytime soon, I never feared or thought about death before until last month, so could it be God's way of telling me I'm not ready to go and he's not calling me home yet? And please don't dismiss me as crazy and sorry if the discription is so long I just need a true opinion on what's going on....Please and thank you