Anyone with a copy of Cold Sassy Tree that can find a quote for me?

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I know there's a section towards the final chapter right before Rucker dies, where he's talking about faith and praying. I want the part where he's talking about how if you pray for a million dollars you won't get it, but you do get comfort. It sounds something like that.

thanks a bunch! ill choose a best answer. and im not using this for homework i just wondered what the quote was.