...that I have jnown for about 20? I havent had sex in so-long that ,I cant evrn rremember when tjhe last time was. Well I did with my old friend , and it was so---good.But I feel so guilty. The reason me and my b=friend havent done it is cause he has a double hernia... I neede to do it so--- bad. But now I feel so--bad , And now I have really strong feelings for my friend , I want more , WHAT should I do???