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<blockquote data-quote="Tammie" data-source="post: 2660366" data-attributes="member: 295924">well i&#039;m 19 (female) UK &amp; i&#039;ve been feeling like this just before my 18th birthday! i can wake up the happiest person ever &amp; then if somebody tries to have a carry on with me i start going nuts, throwing everything at them that i can find (tv&#039;s, dvd players, ashtrays, remotes, cups, plates, fists &amp; legs also) then i can be like that for about 2 weeks maybe more! i also try &amp; think of plans to make me rich (rob a bank) &amp; waste nearly all of my money on lottery tickets! i also think of murder (rude i know but i&#039;m being honest)! my speech goes quick &amp; i get excited about little things! &amp; then all of a sudden i&#039;m seriously depressed, i cry at everything, i try &amp; not speak to people, i put on a brave face infront of people, i think that the world would be better without me (suicide), i feel like people are out to get me like &#039;is that person coming to attack me&#039; &amp; if i think they are then i attack them first! i also get really paranoid with girls aged 12 &amp; upwards near my 22 year old boyfriend, if they speak to him or if he speak to them i go nuts &amp; ask &#039;whos that? how old are they? do you like them? do you wish i looked like her? have you ever been with her?&#039; &amp; it&#039;s really messing up my relationship of 3 years &amp; my whole life! that is my day to day routine &amp; i just don&#039;t know what&#039;s wrong with me! i can&#039;t cope!no stupid questions because i will report!this is serious to me!thanks to the people who are going to be nice <img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f642.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":)" title="Smile&nbsp; &nbsp; :)"&nbsp; data-smilie="1"data-shortname=":)" />!</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Tammie, post: 2660366, member: 295924"] well i'm 19 (female) UK & i've been feeling like this just before my 18th birthday! i can wake up the happiest person ever & then if somebody tries to have a carry on with me i start going nuts, throwing everything at them that i can find (tv's, dvd players, ashtrays, remotes, cups, plates, fists & legs also) then i can be like that for about 2 weeks maybe more! i also try & think of plans to make me rich (rob a bank) & waste nearly all of my money on lottery tickets! i also think of murder (rude i know but i'm being honest)! my speech goes quick & i get excited about little things! & then all of a sudden i'm seriously depressed, i cry at everything, i try & not speak to people, i put on a brave face infront of people, i think that the world would be better without me (suicide), i feel like people are out to get me like 'is that person coming to attack me' & if i think they are then i attack them first! i also get really paranoid with girls aged 12 & upwards near my 22 year old boyfriend, if they speak to him or if he speak to them i go nuts & ask 'whos that? how old are they? do you like them? do you wish i looked like her? have you ever been with her?' & it's really messing up my relationship of 3 years & my whole life! that is my day to day routine & i just don't know what's wrong with me! i can't cope! no stupid questions because i will report! this is serious to me! thanks to the people who are going to be nice :)! [/QUOTE]

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