Okay, so this is really awkward for me to express this; however, I've been raised Christian and I abide by the faith. I am 17, and when I was in 3rd grade, I had this weird crush on my best girlfriend, but at that time, I had no idea what gay even was! I didn't know it was "wrong," as some Christians believe. Anyways, I've only had one serious relationship with a guy for about two years, and there were random times where he'd indirectly say comments such as "OMG Lacey, you're totally checking her out!" or "You sound like you're flirting with her..." if we'd be out somewhere, you know? I never thought anything of it until I met this one girl who I was abnormally attracted to! Liking the same gender has never been supported in my family, so I just kept these feelings to myself since I, myself, at times feel so disgusted that I feel this way! I have always been a major girly girl, so what's going on? Also, I have to catch myself fantasicing over girls (sexually) MORE so than guys!
Has anybody experienced feelings like this? Is it normal? Should I "try" to stop these feelings? Please, enlighten me!
Has anybody experienced feelings like this? Is it normal? Should I "try" to stop these feelings? Please, enlighten me!