JayJ1
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- May 14, 2008
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Gday. I have a bit too say so stick wit me. I think I may have BPD. I had a very abusive childhood which scarred me hard, my mum and dad were both alcoholics. I always feel as if something is missing and something is wrong with me and i feel empty. I have always held good jobs, had girlfriends, have a girlfriend now but things never seem right. I am very paranoid of peoples motives and I avoid many people and relationships. I spend alot of time in my head "fantasy land". Its as if I am always trying to fix my personality somewhat as I think there is so much wrong with me. I want to feel part of society again. I am on medications now for anxiety but I need some help. HELP???