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<blockquote data-quote="bridgygirl" data-source="post: 2674596" data-attributes="member: 849518">I feel like crap right now, same thing last week and the week before that and so on. I feel like I am so messed up! I feel hideous and fat and angry and impure and negative and boring and emotionless! I just can&#039;t take it anymore! This always happens after I hang out with my friend who is so perfect! She is skinny, happy, beautiful, popular, all of the guys like her, and she has so many friends. I am boring, talent-less, fat, ugly, unhappy, and a loser. The guy I like is dating someone and probably thinks that I am annoying, and I feel like I don&#039;t have any friends that I can talk to about this because 1. I have very few friends right now and 2. They wouldn&#039;t take me seriously! I feel so depressed all of the time. School is getting harder and my math teacher called me stupid in front of the entire class. I wanted to die right then and there. I want to die right now. I don&#039;t have a sport, and I have zero motivation to do anything. I have nothing to live for anymore except for God, but I just don&#039;t get why he is putting me through this. It hurts so much. I just need someone to tell me it&#039;s ok. I feel like no one cares anymore. My parents don&#039;t even see my pain, and when they do, they think that I have no reason to be sad. I don&#039;t really, which makes this worse because nothing truly terrible has ever happened to me, so I shouldn&#039;t be this sad.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="bridgygirl, post: 2674596, member: 849518"] I feel like crap right now, same thing last week and the week before that and so on. I feel like I am so messed up! I feel hideous and fat and angry and impure and negative and boring and emotionless! I just can't take it anymore! This always happens after I hang out with my friend who is so perfect! She is skinny, happy, beautiful, popular, all of the guys like her, and she has so many friends. I am boring, talent-less, fat, ugly, unhappy, and a loser. The guy I like is dating someone and probably thinks that I am annoying, and I feel like I don't have any friends that I can talk to about this because 1. I have very few friends right now and 2. They wouldn't take me seriously! I feel so depressed all of the time. School is getting harder and my math teacher called me stupid in front of the entire class. I wanted to die right then and there. I want to die right now. I don't have a sport, and I have zero motivation to do anything. I have nothing to live for anymore except for God, but I just don't get why he is putting me through this. It hurts so much. I just need someone to tell me it's ok. I feel like no one cares anymore. My parents don't even see my pain, and when they do, they think that I have no reason to be sad. I don't really, which makes this worse because nothing truly terrible has ever happened to me, so I shouldn't be this sad. [/QUOTE]

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