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Message: <blockquote data-quote="TheGeej" data-source="post: 2153128" data-attributes="member: 763443">I know it's long but these dreams together are trying to tell me something, so I can't really ask about them one by one. I've been having really vivid crazy bad dreams about my boyfriend every night. It's like I'm living an alternate reality while I sleep. I'll write them consecutively:1. My boyfriend was working for some dude and his job was to kill people! My boyfriend wasn't bothered by this job, acted like it was normal! It seemed to be set in the future, because he seemed more mature and we were driving a really nice SUV and going home to a nice house, both of which we don't currently have, but apparently this job paid well!2. A crazy little old man is trying to commit suicide. A big guy chases after the little old man and grabs him and tries to calm him down, but as it turns out, the old man has the big guy in a headlock and the big guy falls to the ground passed out and the little old man is on the run again, so now I start chasing the little old man, but then I get stuck in the mud and can't get out, so now I'm the one that needs help, and I yell out for my boyfriend even though he wasn't with me, and he appears and he is mad at me that I called him at work to come save me.3. It was about needing to be saved again and him being mad at me for calling on him to save me, I forget most of the dream but there were some dangers and I called out to my boyfriend for help, by the time he appeared he was mad at me for asking for help, and at that moment a man was trying to get in my house and I had to bop the man on the head with a bat to get him away from the door. I woke up really sad.(In real life my boyfriend is always happy to come help me when I'm in distress, even if he's at work)4. We're living in a big city. He left the house, and I ran out after him, I never caught up with him so I was walking around trying to find his new apartment. (In real life, I haven't gone to his new place yet because I don't want to see all of his things somewhere else). I look through a window and see all his things and some new things nicely set up and it looks fabulous, I start crying and walk away, I see our dog with me now, I then realize that I don't have my keys with me and that I am probably locked out of the house, but I decide not to call my boyfriend for help, and start walking back to my place, I notice now that I'm walking in a big city in my socks and I'm kinda scared, but I continue walking and start to think of ways to get back in the house, then our dog runs across the street and almost gets hit by a car! I run after her, scoop her up, and see that my brother was walking down the street and he tells me he saw that happen and we chat.5. I am at my place with some friends, some I don't like, some I haven't seen in years, and my old ex is there too. They are helping me with rearranging furniture, we take a break and eat pizza and I am sitting with my ex as if we are friends again and this confuses me but I have adrenaline and I like that he is there.6. Now it's just me and my mom, she's cleaning, she has brought some of my sisters old things over, it's getting really crowded, but I kinda like having my sisters things there. I start moving some furniture and I break down, I'm a loud sobbing mess, almost screaming, because I am so upset that he has moved out and I couldn't bare moving the furniture. My mom pays me no attention and just keeps cleaning. (In real life my mom and I rearranged my place so my boyfriend could sleep better. No tears, just hopeful, and my mom was very loving). I decide to call my boyfriend, thinking, 'does he just need to see how much I love him? If he knows how much this is upsetting me will he see that I love him and come back home?' (In real life my boyfriend always used to think I didn't love him as much as he loved me) So I call him and say a few words while I'm crying, at one point taking the phone away from my ear to just cry, and then I hear the dial tone, he hung up, I'm upset but not that surprised. So I set the phone down, lay on my bed and continue crying so vehemently that it wakes me up and I can still feel the feeling in my stomach as I awake.7. Set in the future, we're married and I'm about to have baby, I think I'm in labor so I call my now husband to tell him it's time, he gets home and it's not time, he is mad and goes back to work, a couple hours later I really am in labor and I get to the hospital (don't know how) and I'm in the hospital bed and he's missing the birth of our first child, and as I sit there I think about calling him to yell at him for missing this and think about divorcing him, but the dream ends before the baby comes out.What are my dreams trying to say???</blockquote>

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