Could my daydreaming be telling me something about my future?

JiiNX

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I'm 17, and...I've never had an idea of what I want to be. I'm a very good writer, I have talent in that area...But I just don't enjoy it..It's not something I see myself doing when I daydream..
My passion..My undying passion is music..I always listen to it, always...

But I can't imagine myself singing or playing an instrument..At my old school, my chorus teacher said I was unique from the other kids because I had a very deep voice for a 14 year old male..And she said i'd be a great singer..That was a long time ago...I had long forgotten about the potential of my voice..

When I listen to music (I listen to heavy metal, and alternative)..I don't know. I daydream of MYSELF singing the lyrics...Screaming...Being onstage infront of hundreds of people..It's like I want to be a rock star or something..

But while I have talent in poetry, and writing..I don't have any talent in music that I know of, except for song writing..

I've never even TOUCHED a guitar...When my whole family knows how to play guitar, but..Most of them gave up on it. I play piano well, and the only instrument I played that was taught to me was..The viola..And I sucked at it.

But piano..I don't need notes...I can play the music according to hearing it..I have no idea what I want to be when I grow up..But I've fantasized about doing this for years..Everytime I listen to music..

Do you think this could be potential? A sign, maybe? People always say to do what you enjoy..Well, I enjoy music..But I've never played it...Maybe it's time for me to learn?

It's the only thing I can see myself doing..Being a lead singer/guitarist.

Other then this, I don't see myself doing anything else..But this is daydreaming..What about reality? Should I still pursue this? If this is a phase, I've gone through it since I was 5..I remember now. When I was younger, there used to be songs where I tried singing the lyrics, songs where I lip synced the song. I loved doing that...


I've always felt the music..I've always felt the rhythm. Every song I listen to, I can single out all the beats....But I never knew how to get it out...

My sister left her guitar here, electric/acoustic, I don't know..She doesn't play it anymore..

Other then this, I'm lost. Without music, I'm lost..I have no enjoyment in life..But music.
What if I were to play it?
I even played Zelda just to play the music..
I'm asking for opinions..
 
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