Depressed...about quitting something i loved? D:?

[KonataTheKid]

im such an anime freak but today i just really hate myself for liking anime so much. there isnt much to talk about where im from and i like to stray away from the topic but i always come back to it. I've loved anime my whole life and i really got into watching it since the 7th grade. But now im just nof happy anymore for no reason. I dont know why i quit it, i just hate myself for liking it because i have only 3 friends, all of them like anime but im angry at them for being obsessed with it. and then somebody has to bad mouth me for no apprent reason about something really miniscule that i cant control. (not yelling at me for anime or anything) anyway im at the point where i took down all my posters, and hid my drawing books, games, and t-shirts that had to do with anime. i really love them and i feel so empty throwing them all away...i just want to let go of them all even though i dont want to.
is there anything i can do to let anime go? D: please no silly answers o.o

Btw i quit watching it, reading manga, got rid of everything to do with it, and ive been trying to watch other things to get my mind off of them.