Well.. i dont know.. for a while ive been noticing that i, usually really sad or upset, that when i come home i just want to lay in bed for the rest of my life.. im only 12, and this started when i finished kindergarden which was six years ago. it wasnt bad then, but i generally got more upset and tired.. im really really stressed out all the time and right now im suffering from a broken heart.. yes i do think about death sometimes, more in days than others, and whenever i wake up from a nap or in the morning i just want to go back to sleep. when im in school, with my friends, yeah i laugh and smile but when i come home my moon just sinks back into this feeling of emptiness and despair.. ive told my parents so many times but they refuse to listen to me no matter how much i try, and i just get worse. sometimes when i wake up from a nap or something and i have a sad dream, i just feel so utterly depressed and defeated, just so useless and upset that i feel like i cant even move. some people say that 'its just a thing that people my age go through', but i highly believe that that's not true. I feel like every day is a living hell, and that when i sleep, its the only way to get out of it. whether its having a good dream, or even just darkness, dreamless. i sleep around 13-14 hours a day whenever i can, when i come home from school at around 3 i go straight to bed and wake up maybe around 9. my parents wont listen to me, so i cant get help..
am i depressed?
what do i do?
am i depressed?
what do i do?