So I just woke up abruptly from a peculiar dream.
My boyfriend's best friend, Kyle died a year ago. He died before I met my boyfriend so all I've seen were pictures. Tonight, right before I went completely asleep I instantly noticed that the light went off. I was in the basement and there are 3 lights. One clicked off and I sat up but no one was around. I definitely got spooked but I was just so tired that I drifted back asleep.
And so my dream began...I was having a fun time playing video games in the basement with my boyfriend when I turn and see that the room was semi-filled with a bunch of people smoking pot. There are roaches all over the floor and the people are from different social circles but they are all known to smoke. (all of them were men.)
So I somehow already know who the culprit is that invited these people over without telling me: Kyle, the deceased best friend.
He was mingling and I just explode and shout and shout that everyone needs to leave because this is my house and I can't have my parents finding all of these men--smoking nonetheless. They laugh at me and it's just more shouting to the point where I'm in tears. I huddle in a corner and cry while everyone is watching me and snickering. My boyfriend is somewhat conflicted to what he should do; comfort me or blend in the background. I eventually get my nerve again and make one large screaming speech that everyone needs to LEAVE. People start walking up the stairs but I bellow, "NOT YOU KYLE."
I see my boyfriend and a friend hold Kyle back before he tries to make a break for it. "AND THE OTHER KYLE." Turns out that friend is another boy named Kyle whom I never met though... He looked like a girl I knew in high school but in boy-form. I order both Kyle's to clean up the basement, which honestly, wasn't that hard, just a bunch of joints scattered around the floor. I force Kyle (the best friend) on the floor and make him clean up every single one and I start threatening that if he doesn't do what I say, I'll make him eat all of these roaches. But alas, I'm so angry that I can't even make comprehensible sentences.
My boyfriend is there to comfort me finally, chuckling that I should calm down and everything will be okay. The mysterious Kyle is standing there doing nothing, so I shout to him to scan the room, like we're in on a covert mission now. He argues that he did already and I shout back to do it again so I can see him do it. Reluctantly, mystery Kyle scans the room.
Then more yelling at best friend Kyle to wash the towels? Then I'm at my computer which is also in the basement where I search for links of videos of what just happened in my basement. I had no real intentions but to just see how I did at being angry and bossy.
Then I look up from the computer, as I do I start waking up in real life. I'm drifting out of my dream and in some lucid way, I sense something scurry on the other side of the basement, I force my eyes open and I hallucinate the silhouette of my mother walking away? She's not deceased or anything. I don't know. But I'm still in my dream and I'm hearing bells and sirens and alarms suddenly go off like I'm not supposed to wake up?
Anyway, I have a few more side facts. Before I fell asleep, I was beginning to doubt my relationship with my boyfriend, thinking that he and I are just not meant to be and maybe I should break up with him soon. It was very on the fence and I wasn't making any definite decisions but contemplating it got me very confused. I was on the phone with MY best friend and then my mother discussing how conflicted I felt. Then I go to sleep and have this dream.
Opinions?
NOTE: If you don't know, "roach" is not the bug, it's the used joint.
Also, please don't give me copy/paste definitions from dream interpretation websites. I've already looked that up. I just want an outside opinion.
And no, I have no idea if Kyle smoked pot but my boyfriend did at one point before he met me.
My boyfriend's best friend, Kyle died a year ago. He died before I met my boyfriend so all I've seen were pictures. Tonight, right before I went completely asleep I instantly noticed that the light went off. I was in the basement and there are 3 lights. One clicked off and I sat up but no one was around. I definitely got spooked but I was just so tired that I drifted back asleep.
And so my dream began...I was having a fun time playing video games in the basement with my boyfriend when I turn and see that the room was semi-filled with a bunch of people smoking pot. There are roaches all over the floor and the people are from different social circles but they are all known to smoke. (all of them were men.)
So I somehow already know who the culprit is that invited these people over without telling me: Kyle, the deceased best friend.
He was mingling and I just explode and shout and shout that everyone needs to leave because this is my house and I can't have my parents finding all of these men--smoking nonetheless. They laugh at me and it's just more shouting to the point where I'm in tears. I huddle in a corner and cry while everyone is watching me and snickering. My boyfriend is somewhat conflicted to what he should do; comfort me or blend in the background. I eventually get my nerve again and make one large screaming speech that everyone needs to LEAVE. People start walking up the stairs but I bellow, "NOT YOU KYLE."
I see my boyfriend and a friend hold Kyle back before he tries to make a break for it. "AND THE OTHER KYLE." Turns out that friend is another boy named Kyle whom I never met though... He looked like a girl I knew in high school but in boy-form. I order both Kyle's to clean up the basement, which honestly, wasn't that hard, just a bunch of joints scattered around the floor. I force Kyle (the best friend) on the floor and make him clean up every single one and I start threatening that if he doesn't do what I say, I'll make him eat all of these roaches. But alas, I'm so angry that I can't even make comprehensible sentences.
My boyfriend is there to comfort me finally, chuckling that I should calm down and everything will be okay. The mysterious Kyle is standing there doing nothing, so I shout to him to scan the room, like we're in on a covert mission now. He argues that he did already and I shout back to do it again so I can see him do it. Reluctantly, mystery Kyle scans the room.
Then more yelling at best friend Kyle to wash the towels? Then I'm at my computer which is also in the basement where I search for links of videos of what just happened in my basement. I had no real intentions but to just see how I did at being angry and bossy.
Then I look up from the computer, as I do I start waking up in real life. I'm drifting out of my dream and in some lucid way, I sense something scurry on the other side of the basement, I force my eyes open and I hallucinate the silhouette of my mother walking away? She's not deceased or anything. I don't know. But I'm still in my dream and I'm hearing bells and sirens and alarms suddenly go off like I'm not supposed to wake up?
Anyway, I have a few more side facts. Before I fell asleep, I was beginning to doubt my relationship with my boyfriend, thinking that he and I are just not meant to be and maybe I should break up with him soon. It was very on the fence and I wasn't making any definite decisions but contemplating it got me very confused. I was on the phone with MY best friend and then my mother discussing how conflicted I felt. Then I go to sleep and have this dream.
Opinions?
NOTE: If you don't know, "roach" is not the bug, it's the used joint.
Also, please don't give me copy/paste definitions from dream interpretation websites. I've already looked that up. I just want an outside opinion.
And no, I have no idea if Kyle smoked pot but my boyfriend did at one point before he met me.