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<blockquote data-quote="kitkat_55" data-source="post: 1611874" data-attributes="member: 438647"><p>Ever since the moment we met years ago when we were 13 we became instantly attached to eachother,&amp; I&#039;ve had feelings ever since-we&#039;re now 18.However,we&#039;ve tried to make it work a couple of times &amp; it didnt,&amp; we lost eachother for a while until we rebuilt our friendship.but i promised myself i would never risk ruining things between us again because he is too important. Anyway we stayed up all night, opening up to eachother more than we ever had before- i felt like i&#039;d been trying to break down the barriers of his heart for years &amp; now he&#039;d finally let me in just as it was with to say goodbye.At first we were just lying together but ended up getting really intimate.I love him with all my heart &amp; my heart was screaming at me to be with him but my head was saying no-we&#039;re both off to uni soon as well,not far from eachother though but we&#039;ve really hurt eachother before,&amp; i cant lose him again.But i just felt like we&#039;d never been closer. It&#039;s breaking my heart &amp; his heart not being together but i&#039;m doing the right thing...?</p></blockquote><p></p>

[QUOTE="kitkat_55, post: 1611874, member: 438647"] Ever since the moment we met years ago when we were 13 we became instantly attached to eachother,& I've had feelings ever since-we're now 18.However,we've tried to make it work a couple of times & it didnt,& we lost eachother for a while until we rebuilt our friendship.but i promised myself i would never risk ruining things between us again because he is too important. Anyway we stayed up all night, opening up to eachother more than we ever had before- i felt like i'd been trying to break down the barriers of his heart for years & now he'd finally let me in just as it was with to say goodbye.At first we were just lying together but ended up getting really intimate.I love him with all my heart & my heart was screaming at me to be with him but my head was saying no-we're both off to uni soon as well,not far from eachother though but we've really hurt eachother before,& i cant lose him again.But i just felt like we'd never been closer. It's breaking my heart & his heart not being together but i'm doing the right thing...? [/QUOTE]

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