We were together for 7-8 months. We went through a lot, I guess so much to the point she left. I drunk dialed here and there, text message barraged, contacting their friends or family. I did all of these steps which continued to self destruction and destruction of the relationship. I just pushed to want to be in her life still, I wanted to see her still, and I wanted to know the real reason to why she left. It was tough, I haven't opened up to a girl in so long and I did for her and then I got hurt again.
She never really said a reason, she just left. She has lied and lied because she is immature. She wouldn't ever communicate and say a real reason. She just said she was done which was confusing.
So days and weeks have passed and here and there we talked. She had told her father for me to stop as well, but she talked to me 5 days after she had her father to tell me to. It was weird, mixed feelings, different communication then, it was more relaxed and she actually was having a conversation. She told me again then today to stop again. She had just even talked to me as well without a problem then she blows up again with this.
I never cheated or hit her. She pranked me numerous times and one being with her friends about how she was roofied at a party and rapped supposedly, I found out that was a prank and the problems kept escalating from there. After she did that, she just started going down hill with it.
I stuck with her, remaining strong, but sticking with her..I forced myself to because I loved her to much? I didn't let go when she kept breaking down, I kept being there for her and I hurt myself by standing by to help her.
She said she doesnt love me, that she found another guy, that she is done forever. Yet, she doesnt say she hates me, she doesnt have another guy, and she talked to me 5 days after she told her dad to email me. Now, the honest opinion of mine, she is very crazy, immature, and young. She doesn't know any better yet. I dont want to be lose her though, I want her to just understand the problems she created havoc with on the self destruction of the relationship and I would like her to come back to me. I've quit drunk dialing, text message barraged, I stopped that all now after she told me to stop and go away ---- again. Now, she has said goodbye and she was done so many times and has been doing it over and over and kept coming back. She was playing around with me, I just dont know if she was trying though as her emotional problems probably got to her. Now, I believe she is pretty emotionally unstable or has a bi polar disorder but she never said that, but her mood swings were unbelievable.
Now, I've had my test of relationships, I've never left a girl in my life, I love her still and always will, I dont want to let go, but is there any chance of a comeback with a 2nd chance?
I believe she still loves me, I treated her right and she went into a blow up of a *****-polar attack. I dont know what it was, but I tend to give a 100% of my all to a girl to show her that Im a great guy and I am, I guess I may suffocate here and there, but its unintentional and im not able to recognize it because I'm caught in that moment, because I'm not trying anything negative, just trying to be positive.
I'm just pretty lost at the moment, confused, and hurt. I just want advice on what I should do for now, if I should come back later, or if I should let go for good, even though I don't want to.
Is there a chance she may come back at all?
I ask that everyone who does read and comment be polite but open minded. Try not to be to harsh.... I've had a hard time.
She never really said a reason, she just left. She has lied and lied because she is immature. She wouldn't ever communicate and say a real reason. She just said she was done which was confusing.
So days and weeks have passed and here and there we talked. She had told her father for me to stop as well, but she talked to me 5 days after she had her father to tell me to. It was weird, mixed feelings, different communication then, it was more relaxed and she actually was having a conversation. She told me again then today to stop again. She had just even talked to me as well without a problem then she blows up again with this.
I never cheated or hit her. She pranked me numerous times and one being with her friends about how she was roofied at a party and rapped supposedly, I found out that was a prank and the problems kept escalating from there. After she did that, she just started going down hill with it.
I stuck with her, remaining strong, but sticking with her..I forced myself to because I loved her to much? I didn't let go when she kept breaking down, I kept being there for her and I hurt myself by standing by to help her.
She said she doesnt love me, that she found another guy, that she is done forever. Yet, she doesnt say she hates me, she doesnt have another guy, and she talked to me 5 days after she told her dad to email me. Now, the honest opinion of mine, she is very crazy, immature, and young. She doesn't know any better yet. I dont want to be lose her though, I want her to just understand the problems she created havoc with on the self destruction of the relationship and I would like her to come back to me. I've quit drunk dialing, text message barraged, I stopped that all now after she told me to stop and go away ---- again. Now, she has said goodbye and she was done so many times and has been doing it over and over and kept coming back. She was playing around with me, I just dont know if she was trying though as her emotional problems probably got to her. Now, I believe she is pretty emotionally unstable or has a bi polar disorder but she never said that, but her mood swings were unbelievable.
Now, I've had my test of relationships, I've never left a girl in my life, I love her still and always will, I dont want to let go, but is there any chance of a comeback with a 2nd chance?
I believe she still loves me, I treated her right and she went into a blow up of a *****-polar attack. I dont know what it was, but I tend to give a 100% of my all to a girl to show her that Im a great guy and I am, I guess I may suffocate here and there, but its unintentional and im not able to recognize it because I'm caught in that moment, because I'm not trying anything negative, just trying to be positive.
I'm just pretty lost at the moment, confused, and hurt. I just want advice on what I should do for now, if I should come back later, or if I should let go for good, even though I don't want to.
Is there a chance she may come back at all?
I ask that everyone who does read and comment be polite but open minded. Try not to be to harsh.... I've had a hard time.