Fucking weird dream about a crush?

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Alright, I had this crazy dream about a crush at school about 2 months ago.

My neighbor/friend came over and said "Hey come have a drink with me!!! Got a bunch of cute guys over!" and I was like "Yea alright."
So I walk over there and as I get inside her house I realize it's much bigger than it is in real life, and her hallway was mansion size and had pink floors with pink-black striped walls. There are also like 3 more doors than she actually has in her hallway.
So I go to the kitchen to grab a beer, but my friend drags me into her garage before I can. She says "This is Mike." (He is my crush <3) and I shyly said hello and blushed, and all that sweet stuff.
So I when we start talking I trip and fall on him, I get embarrassed and I run back into the kitchen to calm myself down. Then, I get in the fridge and go for a beer, but then he comes in to see me with
it, and he says
"I didn't know you drank..."
In a kind of disappointed way. (In RL he smokes and drinks....)
So after that, I go back to the hallway and go into the third door on the left, to find strange women in burlesque outfits laying on a princess-like bed in a HUGE room having a sex orgy.
I was a little like "Uhh... getting outta here now..."
But three of them grabbed me and slammed me onto the bed, and started messing with me.
I kept trying to push them off but the damn chicks kept coming at me.
But then Mike opened the door- wide eyed - and was like "OMFG.", and then he slammed it shut.
I finally freaked and just kicked the girls off, and ran to the door to get to Mike. I ran down the crazily long hallway, and into my friend's living room, to find him sitting in the main chair.
He was looking at me disgustedly, then I found my clothes were gone and my bra was in my hand. (I was not naked when I left the room) and I ran to him crying and saying
"Please Mike, I can explain!"
but he got up and pushed me off with
"I can't believe you.....", and he left me there and walked out of the house.

Then I woke up.
When I was asking his forgiveness I felt dirty, like I had just cheated on him or something. And everytime I ran into him in that dream he had a look of disapproval, among other emotions on his face.
The dream was actually kinda sad. But crazy in how chaotic everything was.What does this all mean, do you think? I'd appreciate any answers.
Thanks so much :D
 
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