I've always taken things seriously in life; perhaps too seriously. I've gotten much success but have become very boring. I'm always studying to the extreme...sometimes I cannot even laugh at the funniest jokes because I do not find them amusing. And when I am communicating with people I come off as "shy" or "quiet" and always stutter a lot. Nope, I am not nervous at all, never have been. I like communicating with others. And I sure as hell am not shy...I can stand on a stage with 1,000 people and make a speech no problem. Why do I come off as such and why have I lost my sense of humor? I want it back. I need to live a little.