Horrible girl, and what she did to me. I need to vent, and some opinions?

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We were together for two months, she was all over me, saying how I'm the best guy she ever had. She said she needed a break to figure herself out, to work on herself before she can love anyone. apparently she was depressed, I gave her space for 2 months occasionally texting her that i'm there for her, when she wants to talk about her situation, All the times I asked to come see me she refused, saying it's a bad idea if she saw me. She kept me paranoid and filled with doubts and unsolved issues, she wouldn't talk about it. Well after 4 or more texts from me and her not replying to them I decided to walk up to her house and ask what was going on, Apparently I caught her on a bad time, her new guy was there.. she had to hide him from me when I was standing at the door. I asked her what was up, if I was interrupting her.. she said yea, and that I should leave.. I asked is there somebody else.. she said yes.. is he better than me?.. She said she didn't want to reply to my questions and that I should just leave.. I said bye and I left.. took my bike, stood still for a moment, saw her looking at me from her window.. and I left.. I was this girls world, she didn't want anybody else, she kept saying she was hurt in the past by guys, and that was making her insecure and depressed. I said to her keep on doing what you're doing in becoming an even more emotional wreck than she already is. Rocking my world then dumping me like every other guy as she was probably fishing for compliments to make her feel better like she's looking for approval from every guy she meets, nonetheless the one she's seeing now. I just hope he's a rebound and that she sees how much of a great guy I am. I told her she was blind to see. I was a doormat for two months worrying about her while she was seeing this other guy. That's just cruel. A while back I even told her that it's either A or B, do you want me in your life or not? She said she didn't know what she wanted.. I just hope you understand that she was all I was looking for, and I thought she thought that of me too.. It just hurts like hell. What's up with these kind of naive little 19 year old girls giving up a 22 year old man for a little boy..