active in his past relationships? And I never have? I'm saving myself for marriage and the person I want to have a future with has been intimate with his past 2 relationships. It really hurts that everytime I think about it, the thought of him being intimate with some other female and here I am saving myself for 23 years. It's just NOT FAIR. I know what most of you will say...oh if you love him then you will forgive that issue and I know he's known them first and I don't know. His first was a virgin too.
I know I can't change the past but it just hurts. What do you have to say about this? I am trying to not think about it but on my wedding night, it will be my first time, he will be MY FIRST. But I'm not and it hurts
I just feel as if I won't be as special to him as he is to me.
I know I can't change the past but it just hurts. What do you have to say about this? I am trying to not think about it but on my wedding night, it will be my first time, he will be MY FIRST. But I'm not and it hurts
I just feel as if I won't be as special to him as he is to me.