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<blockquote data-quote="Hannah" data-source="post: 1554087" data-attributes="member: 213205">My partner &amp; i were together for almost 5 years and i love him so much, he was my world. He was killed last week i feel like i cant go on, i miss him so much..i need him. He had a dodgy life but i always mad sure i kept away from it &amp; have my own good job. He was a dealer as well as other things despite that everyone loved him, he was the sweetest guy you could meet and i loved him so much. My dad has always been apart of that world aswel(i was always a daddy&#039;s girl) and he was almost like my partners mentor(or something) they fell out recently &amp; i know he has something to do with his death, he was arrested but let go. I wont even see him, i never want to see him again i hate him. My boyfriend was only 28 and i am 25. I cant get out of our bed &amp; cant stop crying my friends are always with me and are trying to help but i cant help it. Im also 4 months pregnant with his baby &amp; i only got to tell him 3 days before he died and he was over the moon and swore that he would leave that lifestyle &amp; we would move away. No one knows im pregnant as we didn&#039;t tell anyone yet. How am i going to get on with life? I miss him so much the pain wont go away. Please help me Please don&#039;t judge me for what he did, you cant help who you love.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Hannah, post: 1554087, member: 213205"] My partner & i were together for almost 5 years and i love him so much, he was my world. He was killed last week i feel like i cant go on, i miss him so much..i need him. He had a dodgy life but i always mad sure i kept away from it & have my own good job. He was a dealer as well as other things despite that everyone loved him, he was the sweetest guy you could meet and i loved him so much. My dad has always been apart of that world aswel(i was always a daddy's girl) and he was almost like my partners mentor(or something) they fell out recently & i know he has something to do with his death, he was arrested but let go. I wont even see him, i never want to see him again i hate him. My boyfriend was only 28 and i am 25. I cant get out of our bed & cant stop crying my friends are always with me and are trying to help but i cant help it. Im also 4 months pregnant with his baby & i only got to tell him 3 days before he died and he was over the moon and swore that he would leave that lifestyle & we would move away. No one knows im pregnant as we didn't tell anyone yet. How am i going to get on with life? I miss him so much the pain wont go away. Please help me Please don't judge me for what he did, you cant help who you love. [/QUOTE]

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