Two weeks ago I decided to stop maturbating ( Catholic=lent time = sacrifice).
And I now realize how much of "not any" I am getting.
Its driving me crazy !
i'm gonna be 18 and i don't see myself any closer to having an actual sexual encounter.
My last girl was of some highly conservative religion, which means i could hardly hug her in public, and course, there was absolutely no sexual activity, not even a kiss.
Another girl i started talking to turned out to be gay;
and all the other girls in college seem to either;
a) have a boyfriend
b) belong to some highly conservative protestant religion (which means no parties, no night outtings, no touching, and certainly no sex)
When it comes down to it, holding a girl's hand is probably the most stimulation i've gotten thus far.
I feel like.. banging my head on the wall !
And I now realize how much of "not any" I am getting.
Its driving me crazy !
i'm gonna be 18 and i don't see myself any closer to having an actual sexual encounter.
My last girl was of some highly conservative religion, which means i could hardly hug her in public, and course, there was absolutely no sexual activity, not even a kiss.
Another girl i started talking to turned out to be gay;
and all the other girls in college seem to either;
a) have a boyfriend
b) belong to some highly conservative protestant religion (which means no parties, no night outtings, no touching, and certainly no sex)
When it comes down to it, holding a girl's hand is probably the most stimulation i've gotten thus far.
I feel like.. banging my head on the wall !