I lie a great deal. I lie for no reason most of the times. When I first started school, I lied about a great deal of things, thinking none of these relationships would last. Now that all my relationships have started to bloom, I have had to tell people the truth. Now they don't trust me and they feel like they don't know me. I don't know what to do. Should I just scrap all these relationships? I was thinking I need to. I need to work on me; get myself some help. When I am able to stop lying, I can try to build relationships based on honesty. I don't know if I can do it though. I don't want to hurt anyone. I just don't know what to do. I just want to crawl in a hole and die. Sorry for the rant. Thanks.