nobody has noticed but im depressed.im too shy to ask for help. people might think imcrazy or smthing but after a six month period of being alone or going out with random guys i ve lost my sleep. smtimes i eat all day or forget to eat at all. i dont get out of my house at all i feel really ugly(something very rare 4 me).maybe its bcos 7 guys have dumped me in an express time. i dont do anything all day. i am 20 and life seems hopeless. im in university and skipped all my courses and dont even care.i used to paint but i don anyore and i feel useless. i m sure everyone hates me. and the persone that hates me the most is me.i can concentrate on anything. my friends dont call me anymore.how long? 6 months. how can nobody have noticed? i always pretent to be ok or when i cant hide it i say i have a headache. my dad wants to take me to a doctor for my headaches.migranes hahaha made that up too. my phone doesn ring. when it does i dnt answer. i m pathetic i know.. but what should i do?i wouldnt ever take my life but i wouldnt mind if i didnt live.should i just continue hoping god will save me?i m not kidding,unfortunately.. im so lonely i cant stand it...plz anyone help