...interests ahead of others? I have always had a problem with motivation: I'm more motivated because I want to impress at my next high school/college reunion than to have a better, healthier life. I had a very difficult four years in high school and I went through a lot. A lot of the times, I feel like I go through all sorts of conversations in my head about what I would tell people when something exciting happens and how I would recount the story than to truly enjoy the moment and be myself. I feel like in my head, there is always this other person that I talk to and try to impress with what I have to say rather than to have my own interests at heart. In essence, I never truly feel independent.
Don't get me wrong. I have always been at the top of my game but for the wrong reasons.
Is this some sort of disorder? Do I have real problems?
I also have a tendency to overanalyze a situation and not to forget.
Don't get me wrong. I have always been at the top of my game but for the wrong reasons.
Is this some sort of disorder? Do I have real problems?
I also have a tendency to overanalyze a situation and not to forget.