I may be carrying a chemical imbalance in my genes that i got from both sides of my family. Mom might also be depressed. I just want to know if there's anything to look out for if i really am carrying it, like i just want to know if i have it or not. I go through some depressed times but i don't know if it's anything serious. i've fantasied about death but wouldn't kill myself. i used to secretly self harm but i have stopped that months ago. I don't know if those things are just something i went through or if i really am carrying the chemical imbalance. please just help me out, i just want to know