hi,
i want to change my lifestyle as i am epileptic since 1998. it all started when i am stressed n cant express my anger. also there is a gal whom i like , as we live in same house, but coz of her i am more stressed n last month i got epilepsy..
she knows i care n like her, but she doesnt see me like that.. i never asked her to b ma gf.. coz she had a bf b4 but he left her..
all i wanted from her is to hang out with her like all frens, going to cine , me n her, or hv a meal, do some sport activities like bowling.. nothg more.. but on the other end, she has been using me, i mean, when she needs somethg frm me, she knows i'll do it. of course i'll do it.. sometimes i just do thgs automatic for her..
now watever i ask her, she is responding "no", that is finding excuses only with me.
i wonder wat n where i gone wrong..
is caring a wrong thg to do..
i do wanna 4get her as well.. its really hard as we do cross each other as we live in same house.. whenever we talk, the tone of voice is not the same.. its either straight fwd or ...
is coz i dont hv a stable job n am skinny that is why she doesnt want me..
when i thk of these i get more stressed. now after her responding me negatively, watever i'll say to her, she will b abit wild n she will say that "i am stressg her out" which is not true..
wat to do?
yea i do understand wat u mean..
its harder for me.. when every1 is in kitchen, i want to go too, but coz she is there i feel embarassed n how to behave.. coz i know watever our conversation is she will say the opposite in a harsh n direct tone.
only when she is with her frens, she is smily n talkto me that way, but of course, wat to answer, i didnt even look at her but i replied to her n walk away.
i am not in love with that gal.
also, she just hurt her head, n went 4 x-ray yesterday.. when i heard that there had a hump on her after somethg fell on her head, as a human being, not as a fren or bf, i did feel sad n wanted to go to see her ... but i had to keep away..
i wonder if this is a wrong thg..
yesterday she asked me, my oyster to go to the hospital.. "i told her, i could give her but i havent topped up.". she said "its ok.". then later in the afternoon, i had to top up.. as i was going out.
had i done wrong..
previously everythg started when i told her to come with me to gym as i can get her free pass. but now, seeing that she knows me only 4 that whenever she needs somethg for free.. she comes to me. when i want smthg frm her, like wantg to hang out with her etc, she refuses..
i want to change my lifestyle as i am epileptic since 1998. it all started when i am stressed n cant express my anger. also there is a gal whom i like , as we live in same house, but coz of her i am more stressed n last month i got epilepsy..
she knows i care n like her, but she doesnt see me like that.. i never asked her to b ma gf.. coz she had a bf b4 but he left her..
all i wanted from her is to hang out with her like all frens, going to cine , me n her, or hv a meal, do some sport activities like bowling.. nothg more.. but on the other end, she has been using me, i mean, when she needs somethg frm me, she knows i'll do it. of course i'll do it.. sometimes i just do thgs automatic for her..
now watever i ask her, she is responding "no", that is finding excuses only with me.
i wonder wat n where i gone wrong..
is caring a wrong thg to do..
i do wanna 4get her as well.. its really hard as we do cross each other as we live in same house.. whenever we talk, the tone of voice is not the same.. its either straight fwd or ...
is coz i dont hv a stable job n am skinny that is why she doesnt want me..
when i thk of these i get more stressed. now after her responding me negatively, watever i'll say to her, she will b abit wild n she will say that "i am stressg her out" which is not true..
wat to do?
yea i do understand wat u mean..
its harder for me.. when every1 is in kitchen, i want to go too, but coz she is there i feel embarassed n how to behave.. coz i know watever our conversation is she will say the opposite in a harsh n direct tone.
only when she is with her frens, she is smily n talkto me that way, but of course, wat to answer, i didnt even look at her but i replied to her n walk away.
i am not in love with that gal.
also, she just hurt her head, n went 4 x-ray yesterday.. when i heard that there had a hump on her after somethg fell on her head, as a human being, not as a fren or bf, i did feel sad n wanted to go to see her ... but i had to keep away..
i wonder if this is a wrong thg..
yesterday she asked me, my oyster to go to the hospital.. "i told her, i could give her but i havent topped up.". she said "its ok.". then later in the afternoon, i had to top up.. as i was going out.
had i done wrong..
previously everythg started when i told her to come with me to gym as i can get her free pass. but now, seeing that she knows me only 4 that whenever she needs somethg for free.. she comes to me. when i want smthg frm her, like wantg to hang out with her etc, she refuses..
