Okay, so I am having some extreme stress issues lately... and today in a few of my classes I was shaking (As if I was cold), and I had a hard time breathing.
Background info:
First, my home is a very stressful enviroment, I get yelled at constantly and I try to get out of the house with every chance I can.
Second, My friends are all ditching me. I used to have many many friends, and now I have basically none, as in they don't talk to me much nor try to help me when I'm not feeling well.
Third, (Probably the largest factor) I was in this relationship with this girl, (we were very good friends) and then she broke up with me over our summer break, because of my enviroment at home I accidentally said something hurtful to her (I really was sad after I realized what I did), then she ignored me for a week, then I stopped trying for a few weeks, then I went along and and called her, we ended up being friends again. We started discussing other things at that point, me helping her with a home-project and me getting her to verse me on a Wii game (Which at the time she said was "A great idea") later I asked her a personal question pertaining to our (past) relationship, then she got nervous didn't want to tell me, we ended the conversation, I (a few days later) call to ask her to play the game, then she got mad and said she doesn't want to be friends if I call to ask these questions, I (confused) cleared up everything to make sure she understood why I called, then she won't talk, I let her know I'm willing to give her some space and I did, 2 weeks, then it turned into a month, but now she won't even let me talk to her, she talks to all my friends but not to me, it really really hurts.
But she blocked me(e-mail), changed her style, and is hanging out with completely new people... I managed to gather enough courage one day to directly come up to her to talk to her but she acted as if I wasn't even there...
>> I really don't understand we were very good friends, and she's mad for a reason that's untrue...
I tried ignoring her, getting past her.... but in the end I basically brake down... I really really need to talk to her, this has gone on for a little more than 2 months. It's getting worse every day, I have a hard time thinking in class, being back at school, seeing all these places we used to hang out at all hurt a lot! Her ignoring only me hurts. Especially her ignoring me, it's really really hurting.
Any suggestions as to what to do? I really am feeling sick, I'm unsure as to how much more I can take.
Background info:
First, my home is a very stressful enviroment, I get yelled at constantly and I try to get out of the house with every chance I can.
Second, My friends are all ditching me. I used to have many many friends, and now I have basically none, as in they don't talk to me much nor try to help me when I'm not feeling well.
Third, (Probably the largest factor) I was in this relationship with this girl, (we were very good friends) and then she broke up with me over our summer break, because of my enviroment at home I accidentally said something hurtful to her (I really was sad after I realized what I did), then she ignored me for a week, then I stopped trying for a few weeks, then I went along and and called her, we ended up being friends again. We started discussing other things at that point, me helping her with a home-project and me getting her to verse me on a Wii game (Which at the time she said was "A great idea") later I asked her a personal question pertaining to our (past) relationship, then she got nervous didn't want to tell me, we ended the conversation, I (a few days later) call to ask her to play the game, then she got mad and said she doesn't want to be friends if I call to ask these questions, I (confused) cleared up everything to make sure she understood why I called, then she won't talk, I let her know I'm willing to give her some space and I did, 2 weeks, then it turned into a month, but now she won't even let me talk to her, she talks to all my friends but not to me, it really really hurts.
But she blocked me(e-mail), changed her style, and is hanging out with completely new people... I managed to gather enough courage one day to directly come up to her to talk to her but she acted as if I wasn't even there... >> I really don't understand
we were very good friends, and she's mad for a reason that's untrue...I tried ignoring her, getting past her.... but in the end I basically brake down... I really really need to talk to her, this has gone on for a little more than 2 months. It's getting worse every day, I have a hard time thinking in class, being back at school, seeing all these places we used to hang out at all hurt a lot! Her ignoring only me hurts. Especially her ignoring me, it's really really hurting.
Any suggestions as to what to do? I really am feeling sick, I'm unsure as to how much more I can take.