KevenChang
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- Nov 30, 2011
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this girl. is my crack,
i would give next to my life for her...
it's been 14 months since I've met her, and I've been into her for the longest time...
i really just can't win her over,
i've tried it all...
she's my little Ukraine princess who comes from a good home, good parents , a good living , most of the things she wants has been given to her..
but let's say i have a complete opposite past (opposite's attract after all)
i've got an extensive criminal record,
been incarcerated,
in between homes, even cities,
high school drop out, (not because im THAT lazy but because im having problems with people from different areas)
i've tried proving love, getting off the streets,
changing up clothes,
bought her things,
been a gentleman..
but yet she just calls me her best friend,
and all that,
yet at the same time we kind of have a hookup thing going on...
so like we act like a couple,
but yet... she doesn't like me back...
we get into constant fights love a married couple, but its still a no go..
could she just want me for my lips and the attention?
or maybe there's something more behind it?
she's real confusing but damn i love her,
never felt for a girl as much as i've felt for her...
i know it's not like other girls
we're both 15 (young i know but just bare with me here)
what the hell else is there to do :|
i've tried just giving up, and just moving on .. but it's proven a failure...
like i said earlier this girl's my crack..
i really don't know what else to say, someone please tell me something comforting of words of encouragement...
should i just bight the dust and just ignore her?
or should i go back to her... like every single time for the past months on end..only to be friend zoned...
but the kisses just brings that rush of love, an uplifting spirit in my heart, I've never felt before,
it's difficult.
sorry for wasting time...
i would give next to my life for her...
it's been 14 months since I've met her, and I've been into her for the longest time...
i really just can't win her over,
i've tried it all...
she's my little Ukraine princess who comes from a good home, good parents , a good living , most of the things she wants has been given to her..
but let's say i have a complete opposite past (opposite's attract after all)
i've got an extensive criminal record,
been incarcerated,
in between homes, even cities,
high school drop out, (not because im THAT lazy but because im having problems with people from different areas)
i've tried proving love, getting off the streets,
changing up clothes,
bought her things,
been a gentleman..
but yet she just calls me her best friend,
and all that,
yet at the same time we kind of have a hookup thing going on...
so like we act like a couple,
but yet... she doesn't like me back...
we get into constant fights love a married couple, but its still a no go..
could she just want me for my lips and the attention?
or maybe there's something more behind it?
she's real confusing but damn i love her,
never felt for a girl as much as i've felt for her...
i know it's not like other girls
we're both 15 (young i know but just bare with me here)
what the hell else is there to do :|
i've tried just giving up, and just moving on .. but it's proven a failure...
like i said earlier this girl's my crack..
i really don't know what else to say, someone please tell me something comforting of words of encouragement...
should i just bight the dust and just ignore her?
or should i go back to her... like every single time for the past months on end..only to be friend zoned...
but the kisses just brings that rush of love, an uplifting spirit in my heart, I've never felt before,
it's difficult.
sorry for wasting time...