Im a christian, not a very devoted one, and I would like to be. Except every time I prayed, I have a sense that God is watching me and he might appear anytime and I got very scared of that and stopped. Something like that. I know its stupid, but I do feel this way. I fear Him! Help me help me help me. I don't know why am I afraid of, but I know Satan's behind all this, but please help me.