My best friend came out to me not that long ago. I was accepting as I'm not homophobic but all my friends started giving me a hard time for hanging round him. They started saying I was gay too and that made me mad. I lost a few of my friends and I was beginning to hate going school. One day these guys wound me up so much that I was so desperate to prove to them I was straight I attacked my best friend and beat him up. I felt so bad afterwards but I was so angry with him for making my life hell all because I accepted him.
I must confess there was another reason foe my hatred towards him. Everytime I was with him I found myself being attracted to him. I have dated girls in the past and have NEVER been attracted to a guy before.
Whats going on?
I don't find guys attractive - only him. Can anyone help me understand this?
Also I think i love this guy.
I just want to see him and apologize to him and tell him something I have never told anyone before.
That I love him.
Because I do.
Oh god.
I have never admitted that before.
I love a guy.
Yet i'm straight.
Help me please.
He has forgiven me already and yeah I know I don't deserve it but I am truly sorry.
Oh and we're both 18 not 12.
I must confess there was another reason foe my hatred towards him. Everytime I was with him I found myself being attracted to him. I have dated girls in the past and have NEVER been attracted to a guy before.
Whats going on?
I don't find guys attractive - only him. Can anyone help me understand this?
Also I think i love this guy.
I just want to see him and apologize to him and tell him something I have never told anyone before.
That I love him.
Because I do.
Oh god.
I have never admitted that before.
I love a guy.
Yet i'm straight.
Help me please.
He has forgiven me already and yeah I know I don't deserve it but I am truly sorry.
Oh and we're both 18 not 12.