My ex slept with me 31 times, he was the first guy i fell in love with....broke up with me cuz of some guy talkin to me and he yelled at that guy, but i yelled at my ex for yelling at him...he thought i was defending him but i wasn't....how do i get over him? every day is so cold without him...i miss the memories..im crying every second....he doesn't care anymore....what do i do.... this hurts beyond anything