This might be a touch graphic-
I went to sleep crying last night, I was really upset but it had nothing to do with sex.
I dreamt I was in the forest with a friend of my best friend, I barely know her, and I went off on my own and this tall guy with dark hair forces me down and rapes me while I cry, I tried to keep my legs closed but other than that I didn't struggle, I just lay there. He left when he was done, his c*m looked like blood or I was bleeding I dunno. When I got to a phone I didn't want to say I was raped, I was afraid it didn't count because I didn't fight him. It was a pretty lucid dream.
In real life I imagine I would fight until I was close to being killed because the thought of anyone forcing me to do anything makes me angry, but in my dream I was all pathetic and sad. I don't know if I believe dreams have meaning, but what the hell is going on inside my subconscious? I'm really curious.
I went to sleep crying last night, I was really upset but it had nothing to do with sex.
I dreamt I was in the forest with a friend of my best friend, I barely know her, and I went off on my own and this tall guy with dark hair forces me down and rapes me while I cry, I tried to keep my legs closed but other than that I didn't struggle, I just lay there. He left when he was done, his c*m looked like blood or I was bleeding I dunno. When I got to a phone I didn't want to say I was raped, I was afraid it didn't count because I didn't fight him. It was a pretty lucid dream.
In real life I imagine I would fight until I was close to being killed because the thought of anyone forcing me to do anything makes me angry, but in my dream I was all pathetic and sad. I don't know if I believe dreams have meaning, but what the hell is going on inside my subconscious? I'm really curious.