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<blockquote data-quote="lucylu+benji2" data-source="post: 1515695" data-attributes="member: 598126">Even though I have a good job, I never feel completely happy.&nbsp; I have been in a marriage for over 20 years with my HS sweet-heart.&nbsp; We have two teenage children.I often become jealous of my younger sister and sometimes b***ch her out for no reason at all.&nbsp; I have a vicious tongue, but I do love her.&nbsp; I hate to admit it, but I feel above her in many ways.My sister is 8 years younger than me and no matter what kind of mess she gets herself into, she always ends up on higher ground.&nbsp; For me, I have to work for everything that I have got.&nbsp; I am also fanatical about my faith, but I wonder deep down inside, whether I am truly saved or if it is just an ego booster for me.&nbsp; I like to socialize and my husband has always expected that of me.&nbsp; I&#039;m truly not happy inside, I&#039;m such a yes person to my friends, yet I have extended family problems.I&#039;m always on the go and never stop to take a rest.&nbsp; I am always busy doing something and am jealous of my younger sister who I can&#039;t keep up with.&nbsp; She always succeeds doing little or nothing at all even when she at her lowest points.&nbsp; I often wonder why she has all of the luck??</blockquote>

[QUOTE="lucylu+benji2, post: 1515695, member: 598126"] Even though I have a good job, I never feel completely happy. I have been in a marriage for over 20 years with my HS sweet-heart. We have two teenage children. I often become jealous of my younger sister and sometimes b***ch her out for no reason at all. I have a vicious tongue, but I do love her. I hate to admit it, but I feel above her in many ways. My sister is 8 years younger than me and no matter what kind of mess she gets herself into, she always ends up on higher ground. For me, I have to work for everything that I have got. I am also fanatical about my faith, but I wonder deep down inside, whether I am truly saved or if it is just an ego booster for me. I like to socialize and my husband has always expected that of me. I'm truly not happy inside, I'm such a yes person to my friends, yet I have extended family problems. I'm always on the go and never stop to take a rest. I am always busy doing something and am jealous of my younger sister who I can't keep up with. She always succeeds doing little or nothing at all even when she at her lowest points. I often wonder why she has all of the luck?? [/QUOTE]

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