I love my boyfriend so much, he's the man of my dreams. But just yesterday I caught up with someone online and I kind of flirted with him online. I was infatuated with this guy about 5 years ago and I just stopped thinking about him because we stopped talking for a while. We talked a bit yesterday and I couldn't but flirt with him, it was very tempting because he was saying oh how attractive I am blah blah blah. And I even thought in that minute "Oh my gosh, what is going to happen between me and my boyfriend what if I start liking this guy". Now I feel extremely guilty for thinking that way. The "infatuation" went away now. I don't know what the heck was wrong with me at the time. I still think he's the most handsome guy I've ever met but I don't want anything with him, I'm happy in my relationship. But now I feel sick to my stomach for even thinking about this guy 
I can't even eat. How do I deal with it? I've never really been in a situation like that.
I can't even eat. How do I deal with it? I've never really been in a situation like that.