... and now everyone is turning on me? What should I do?
It happened a couple two weeks ago, during Spring Break, we were suppose to spend a couple of days at our vacation house near the beach, but my dad was delayed because of work. So it was just me and Sarah alone there for a whole day, we took the time to catch up, I asked how things were going with my dad, and she told me he’s been working all the time, and barely even notices her anymore (which knowing my dad, didn’t come as that much of a shock).
And I could tell she was trying to hold back tears, but I just told her to get it all out. I held Sarah in my arms, while she cried on my shoulder, and all the while, I had to hold back my own tears, as seeing my stepmother that way just broke my heart.
I took her to the bedroom to clean her up afterwards, she had stopped crying but I could see she was still upset, so I sat down besides her, and started rubbing her arm and kissing her on the cheek, I wasn’t trying to do anything, I was just trying to make her feel better, to reassure her, to show her at least someone cared for her and THEN, she started kissing me back… next thing I know we’re naked under the bedsheets, making love.
Look, I don’t feel the least bit guilty for my dad, he doesn’t deserve her , he never did. Sarah did so much for me, more than my real mother ever did, I don’t know how I would have survived my teen years without her, she’s a wonderful beautiful woman, I'd bend over backwards for her, she deserves someone who actually gives a darn.
I just wanted to make my stepmother feel good, to show her that she was still beloved… if you could see the smile on her cute little face after I gave her my love.
I only told this to two other people, my best mates, Jon and Harry and they both looked at me like I’d just told them I’d devoured an infant, Harry even outright called me a ‘freak’ and hasn’t talked to me since I told him.
But how can this be wrong? How can I have done wrong? What, was I suppose to do, just let Sarah wallow in her own misery? How can making someone happy be wrong?
EXPLAIN TO ME PLEASE, because I don’t understand! Why is everyone turning on me?
P.S.
Sarah and I are only 10 years apart, I guess that's why we always got along so well, I've never really looked at her as my stepmother, more of a caring older sister type
It happened a couple two weeks ago, during Spring Break, we were suppose to spend a couple of days at our vacation house near the beach, but my dad was delayed because of work. So it was just me and Sarah alone there for a whole day, we took the time to catch up, I asked how things were going with my dad, and she told me he’s been working all the time, and barely even notices her anymore (which knowing my dad, didn’t come as that much of a shock).
And I could tell she was trying to hold back tears, but I just told her to get it all out. I held Sarah in my arms, while she cried on my shoulder, and all the while, I had to hold back my own tears, as seeing my stepmother that way just broke my heart.
I took her to the bedroom to clean her up afterwards, she had stopped crying but I could see she was still upset, so I sat down besides her, and started rubbing her arm and kissing her on the cheek, I wasn’t trying to do anything, I was just trying to make her feel better, to reassure her, to show her at least someone cared for her and THEN, she started kissing me back… next thing I know we’re naked under the bedsheets, making love.
Look, I don’t feel the least bit guilty for my dad, he doesn’t deserve her , he never did. Sarah did so much for me, more than my real mother ever did, I don’t know how I would have survived my teen years without her, she’s a wonderful beautiful woman, I'd bend over backwards for her, she deserves someone who actually gives a darn.
I just wanted to make my stepmother feel good, to show her that she was still beloved… if you could see the smile on her cute little face after I gave her my love.
I only told this to two other people, my best mates, Jon and Harry and they both looked at me like I’d just told them I’d devoured an infant, Harry even outright called me a ‘freak’ and hasn’t talked to me since I told him.
But how can this be wrong? How can I have done wrong? What, was I suppose to do, just let Sarah wallow in her own misery? How can making someone happy be wrong?
EXPLAIN TO ME PLEASE, because I don’t understand! Why is everyone turning on me?
P.S.
Sarah and I are only 10 years apart, I guess that's why we always got along so well, I've never really looked at her as my stepmother, more of a caring older sister type