TheLovelyAnone
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I'm 14. Not quite a freshman yet, so I know I shouldn't be worried about any of this. I'm still young. Like a baby. But this is really freaking me out.
I like this guy. I'm not entirely sure if he likes me back or not, but since he found out, nothing has changed. All he said was that he wasn't looking for a girlfriend or even to date, so whatever. Even after hearing that, I haven't moved on. I feel like the amount I like him has been amplified a million times over since he made that clear.
Now, before I tell you what I'm so freaked about, let me make it clear exactly how into him I am. I might come off as crazy, but hear me out. Or skip this paragraph. Now, he's not the sexiest of all the eighth grade boys I know, but to me, his beauty wouldn't even be ranked in mili-Helens. Maybe he's worth a whole Helen. I'm attracted to him for al many reasons, #1 being his intelligence. Everyone knows that he's the smartest boy in my class, and I the smartest girl. Second being because of our intelligence, I have been told (before everyone found out about my crush on him) by multiple people that we should be together because we're "both geniuses and would be so cute together like a real couple and would have adorable genius babies". Not my words. I love how he's funny and nice too. He's not like all the other douche-type guys that everyone else seems to be. He's like a gentleman. I'll admit, his sense of humour isn't the..kindest, but it is still hilarious to me and if he can make me laugh, that's accomplishing something.
Now that you can begin to fathom (even only so partially) how much I like him, let me tell you about why I'm having a breakdown.
He wants to join the army.
Not right now, that would be just ridiculous. But he has his future set. He knows what he wants to do, he knows what he will do. He is going to go to West Point for college.
[Part 2: http://au.answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=ApXuDgNFHmRDqxLEF2IRFhxQRSE5;_ylv=3?qid=20130210014821AAYKdGL ]
I like this guy. I'm not entirely sure if he likes me back or not, but since he found out, nothing has changed. All he said was that he wasn't looking for a girlfriend or even to date, so whatever. Even after hearing that, I haven't moved on. I feel like the amount I like him has been amplified a million times over since he made that clear.
Now, before I tell you what I'm so freaked about, let me make it clear exactly how into him I am. I might come off as crazy, but hear me out. Or skip this paragraph. Now, he's not the sexiest of all the eighth grade boys I know, but to me, his beauty wouldn't even be ranked in mili-Helens. Maybe he's worth a whole Helen. I'm attracted to him for al many reasons, #1 being his intelligence. Everyone knows that he's the smartest boy in my class, and I the smartest girl. Second being because of our intelligence, I have been told (before everyone found out about my crush on him) by multiple people that we should be together because we're "both geniuses and would be so cute together like a real couple and would have adorable genius babies". Not my words. I love how he's funny and nice too. He's not like all the other douche-type guys that everyone else seems to be. He's like a gentleman. I'll admit, his sense of humour isn't the..kindest, but it is still hilarious to me and if he can make me laugh, that's accomplishing something.
Now that you can begin to fathom (even only so partially) how much I like him, let me tell you about why I'm having a breakdown.
He wants to join the army.
Not right now, that would be just ridiculous. But he has his future set. He knows what he wants to do, he knows what he will do. He is going to go to West Point for college.
[Part 2: http://au.answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=ApXuDgNFHmRDqxLEF2IRFhxQRSE5;_ylv=3?qid=20130210014821AAYKdGL ]