i met him online. he liked me at once but i didnt like his attitude of being...

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...straight forward.? We are supposed to meet about me working for him. He wants in my place and must be alone and that I cook for him. When he arrived, i felt awkward that he seemed rich and i am poor. I wasnt dressed and fixed because I was cooking for him and I asked my friend to stay because i am shy dont know what to do. I didnt offer him to go inside my place because i dont have aircon. But he went in. He got mad that I am not dressed up on time, I didnt have anything to offer him. He drived 2 hours to be in my place for the first time. So he left after a 5 minutes. I felt about to cry when he didnt reach my hand for a shakehand and hugged my friend instead and asked where she lives and ignored me. I cried after he left and threw all my food preparations. I was so depressed. I called him and text him endlessly to know if he arrives home safe.But he never replied until he answered in a very mad tone just to say.To stop harrassing him and there is nothing in common between him and me. For a week, I felt devastated and crying and just want to be with him..I tried to chat and email him but he never replied. He later asked me to make a video naked.After a month, I did make a strip tease and naked video....because I like him a lot. I want him to think of me..Now he is saying he wants to make love with me even he is no longer here in the Philippines...i think, its partly to fool me that he is here and so we didnt meet. Now, he wants to watch me naked on webcam...but I didnt and will not do it.... For me, I think I want to sleep with him in person because I want him to feel that I have a strong feelings for him.....................even he would not commit because im poor and he thinks, im only after his money like what others do....so i will just accept that i have a limitation...........but i wish, he would love me one day.......do i have a chance to be loved back? or he just wants to use me for sex? I know i have flirted with him but I know my limitation, somehow i realized its not really going to be possible so i told him through offline message that i will just let him focus on his lovelife since i saw already that he got female friends in facebook...im jealous but he said, he wanted to be with me first............he is a black american 51 and i am 36 single filipina...we both want each other i can feel that....but the only problem is me being poor and i feel so shy about it because of he is already thinking....that i just want to leave him alone.........i dont know what to do.......i still think of sleeping with him one day because i know i wont stop until i do.....but i am scared also since im not experienced in that field....and i might just turn him off.......and more worst i would feel afterwards............tell me what you can about my case, please...thank you very much...i want him so much...............literally.
 
Look my advice is he doesn't love you he just wants to hit it and quit it don't listen to his dumb games you deserve better then that ! and if you ever want any tips on sex give me your facebook and we can talk on there ;)
 
He is just out to use you and you already know that. What he did is emotionally abusive. G*d has someone much better in store for you. Be a little patient. This man is a pig and not for you.
 
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