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<blockquote data-quote="coke8mentos" data-source="post: 1722725" data-attributes="member: 486763">this is going to be hard to understand.i want to write a letter to my mom. for a while i have been feeling like i have few friends, only 2, and that they hate me. all of my what used to be friends hate me. i dont know why. and so then i started becoming unmotivated. and i dont do much schoolwork now. i have been keeping all my feelings inside. they burst. yesterday. and on and off i have been uncontrollably bawling and i cant control myself. all i want is a dog because my mom is rude and calls me names and my friends hate me for no reason. i am not hurting myself. i am just broken. but then i think i am bipolar. i am happy and i am enjoying myself for a while and then i just fail and start crying because it wears off and i cant control my crying. its horrible. i just want a dog. thats all. my mom said no but she has no idea how i feel. now i am fine, but before i break down again i need to write a letter to my mom and tell her how i feel. around her i am fine and then i just fail whenever i dont know. i just do. and i think im bipolar. when i have my episodes i feel horrible and think that i need a dog or else im just going to feel like this and its going to get worse.i need to tell my mom this. but i cant trust her. i cant do it! i need help.i need to know what to say because i cant trust her but i know i need to tell her. but i cant this is really hard. what do i say she cant take me to a counselor or make me take pills i wont do it. i just need a dog to recover but she wont believe me because im fine around her. i dont get it please help me and tell me what to do so i can tell herwhat do i say help mei can just see this dog i want at the store really badly and if i get it ill be so happy and itll all just go away. i can see myself but i just cant be that way.i need this dog. if it is there i will just feel better immediately and i can be myself again all the time. i cant have these episodes anymore. i really want this dog more than anyone could ever believeif not that one i need another one, a friend i need it.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="coke8mentos, post: 1722725, member: 486763"] this is going to be hard to understand. i want to write a letter to my mom. for a while i have been feeling like i have few friends, only 2, and that they hate me. all of my what used to be friends hate me. i dont know why. and so then i started becoming unmotivated. and i dont do much schoolwork now. i have been keeping all my feelings inside. they burst. yesterday. and on and off i have been uncontrollably bawling and i cant control myself. all i want is a dog because my mom is rude and calls me names and my friends hate me for no reason. i am not hurting myself. i am just broken. but then i think i am bipolar. i am happy and i am enjoying myself for a while and then i just fail and start crying because it wears off and i cant control my crying. its horrible. i just want a dog. thats all. my mom said no but she has no idea how i feel. now i am fine, but before i break down again i need to write a letter to my mom and tell her how i feel. around her i am fine and then i just fail whenever i dont know. i just do. and i think im bipolar. when i have my episodes i feel horrible and think that i need a dog or else im just going to feel like this and its going to get worse. i need to tell my mom this. but i cant trust her. i cant do it! i need help. i need to know what to say because i cant trust her but i know i need to tell her. but i cant this is really hard. what do i say she cant take me to a counselor or make me take pills i wont do it. i just need a dog to recover but she wont believe me because im fine around her. i dont get it please help me and tell me what to do so i can tell her what do i say help me i can just see this dog i want at the store really badly and if i get it ill be so happy and itll all just go away. i can see myself but i just cant be that way. i need this dog. if it is there i will just feel better immediately and i can be myself again all the time. i cant have these episodes anymore. i really want this dog more than anyone could ever believe if not that one i need another one, a friend i need it. [/QUOTE]

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