ive been through alot of traumatic things in my life and have never had anyone to talk to or anyone that even offered me help. in the past month ive started hearing faint voices screaming (like they were fighting) because thats all ive ever been around is fighting and i cant sleep by myself. im terrified of my own family and have thoughts about harming myself and others that live in my house. i cry uncontrolably soemtimes or sometimes i laugh for no reason. i am always nervous and nothing can calm them (not even xanax) nobody listens to me or trys to help me. i feel like im by myself. ive been considering doing drugs lately to help me get throuh this stuff. i dont like anybody. even peaopl i dont know ill say to myself "i hate them" for no reason. i cant take it anymore im dying on the inside. im almost lifeless. i have no feelings anymore. i just wantto get away from life. from everything.
please help me.
please help me.