I told him that I loved him...and then i basically ran away! Now what!?

[blackbird143]

I finally told him (my friend/ex bf) "I love you" and confessed my feelings now I don't know what happened. Now what do I do? So friday after school, I figured it was my last chance to tell him (because he's transferring out of my class). The bell rang and he was like "so, I guess I'll see you, whenever". So, I dorkilly called him and kept saying "wait" "come here". I don't know if he heard me but I caught up to him. I was walking next to him and I told him "I'm really glad we got the chance to be friends again." And he just said "yeah"...then I was like "wait...I'm going to miss you" and I kind of trailed off a little bit. I gave him a hug and i finally said "i love you." Then I let go and quickly said goodbye and turned to walk away...but then he grabbed my arm "hey". And I turned around and looked up at him, and he was smiling, he wasn't laughing or frowning. He had a big smile and was like "hey" so I smiled back at him...looked at my arm where he grabbed me , I looked back at him and he was still smiling...so i smiled wider, and then I just walked away.

Crap it all happened so fast i don't know what happened. I don't know if he knows that i meant that i love him, means that i actually love him. I don't know why he grabbed my arm. I don't know why he was smiling, what he was thinking. I don't know why he just said "hey". I don't know what would have happened if I stayed. Would he have said more. If I said more would something have come out of it? I don't know why I just walked away so quickly, well actually thats the only answer I do know...because I was terrified.

I don't regret what I've done. But what have I done??? now what is my next step?? help me!!!!!!!!!!! What do I do when I see him again? I don't usually see or talk to him much outside of class so I don't want to seem weird. But then again I've known him for a long time and we are friends.