Im always sad.. Help me?

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Do things really get better? I'm always upset.. even though I dont show it, I put on a brave face at school and around my friends and people would say im a happy person.. I Do try.. but then like after school and when im alone I feel like crying. I dont think I love anyone because everyone in my life has let me down. I've talked to a counciller but it just makes me more sad. Im also taking anti depresents..
I just want some hope that maybe things are going to change around for me