i'm really? i am 13 just got back from france today. yesterday i snogged a boy at my campsite and we had a great night. hes staying in france and hes scottish. i don't know his surname so i cant add him on facebook. i gave him my surname and number but he didn't give me his. hes staying for two weeks and i don't know if he'll add me or anything like that. i arrived earlier than my friends so i have to text one of them to get his surname and number, possibly. his phone doesn't work in france. we only knew each other for a day but i was bullied by boys and no boy has ever treated me that way before. ive barely got over the bullying yet. my best friend left me for another girl while i was being bullied and we were really close. we sold my pony that i loved (actually it was my sister and dad and they only sold her for €620 and shes being shipped to england and i thought they'd sell her for more, that was just a day before we left for france. im moving school in september and im worried. my report came in today and i have 2 Cs, 1 C+, 3 Bs and two As. i am disappointed in myself. my parents said they were pleased but i feel ashamed. i have a self harm problem and im a bit suicidal. i have a counselor, im starting psychiatry and my parents know. not about my boy friend. also my friends don't know what to say to me. they aren't being very helpful. what should i do? i am so down and tearful. help?!