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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Paperdoll94" data-source="post: 2729291" data-attributes="member: 913599"><p>I hate things I do. I just want to be good.  I can be so mean sometimes. I'm a really nice person, but sometimes if I haven't slept well; I can get very cranky. Sometimes I get depressed. My depression turns into angry. Im just disgusted with myself. How do I allow myself to be mean to people who love me? It happens at some of the worst times too. I will just start panicking. In the process, I will just start running off at the mouth. I'm so sorry. I wish I could take it all back. I'd do everything right. I'm so ashamed of myself. I don't deserve to live . I can't stop crying. I hope God doesn't hate me. I just want to be the person I am at heart .</p></blockquote><p></p>