...that I can use? O.K. here's how things go - I went ot High School for 4 years, waiting to have a girlfriend. Girls grabbed my *** as a joke on me, threw **** at me, and would walk by and go "EEEW, WHAT A F**KING ******" or "OH MY GOD, HE JUST LOOKS LIKE SUCH A F**KING PATHETIC LOSER" and guys beat me shitless mroe often than I'd like to remember. I spend almost all my time writing, since social situations never turned out well for me - I've recently finished an Autobiographical Novel, to add to my 6 finished short stories, 2 finished Scripts and 3 finished TV Pilots. I've got 3 other TV Pilots, 3 other Novels and a few articles for Cracked.com underway (I write under 2 psuedonyms and actively send things out for publishing) and I'm alwys full of ideas and such forth, and I basically have my own apartment in my Dad's Basement - carpet, a bathroom, a fridge/fishtank/bed, and such - and I'm on a dating website (that one they advertise on TV all the time). I TRIED to be confident, outgoing, etc. and beatings/humiliation resulted. I will not do that again. I've tried communicating with a HUNDREDS of girls on eHarmony, Match.com and plentyoffish, to no avail. I'm getting seriously upset lately; and I'm not going to 'settle' for a girl who isn't f**king awesome. I saw everybody but me leave High School with someone to hold and love, and I'm sick of waiting. I mgiht sound like everything they said Iwas, but I can't keep suffering. How long until it FINALLY HAPPENS? The other day the 18th girl in a month rejected me, and every ngiht I go to bed cold and broken is one night too many.
My family is dysfunctional, so NOBODY loves me. How much long until a cute girl I like is there to hold me and say it'll be O.K.?
If the answer's never, then I'm not gonna keep living a meaningless life.
My family is dysfunctional, so NOBODY loves me. How much long until a cute girl I like is there to hold me and say it'll be O.K.?
If the answer's never, then I'm not gonna keep living a meaningless life.