talk to ASAP? I can't call the hot lines because I'm too afraid my parents will know! I'm getting really suicidal and keep cutting my wrists and thinking about killing myself! I need help ASAP can someone please give me like a website that is live and has a real professional giving advice, possibly associated to the national suicide hot line or something? And if there isn't could you please tell me some anti suicide stuff so I don't do it cause I feel like no one cares anymore! And see my parents will check my phone for numbers and if they see the suicide hot line they will freak out cause they don't know what I'm going through! I have like depression really bad I don't know what to do because I'm too afraid to tell my parents so much that I feel like killing myself! It's on and off, I feel happy but then weeks later I'm really depressed - That's where I'm at right now. I don't know what to do! I'm crying hysterical I can't take this anymore! Any advice would mean so much!! Websites or anything! And I can't stop slitting my wrists either, I feel bad for doing it but it makes me feel better!