lately i can feel myself sort of loosing faith really. i mean when you look at budhism (not saying i agree really with the whole buddah side of it) the teaching and the people who follow it seem to be enlightened and happy. whereas when you think of christianity in my opinion it tends to make me feel depressed. i mean most of the catholics are moody old men and they constantly disagree on things. can someone tell me anything that can change my opinion on catholocism? thanks