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<blockquote data-quote="PleaseHelp1" data-source="post: 2261400" data-attributes="member: 422076">I want to lose weight. I&#039;m 5&#039;9, 130 pounds, and a 15 year old girl. It&#039;s not all about the weight. I know I&#039;m not that fat, but I don&#039;t like what I see in the mirror. I try not to eat over 1,000 calories a day and I exercise about 2 hours a day. Yesterday, I ate 2 cheese sticks, a glass of orange juice, grapes, a banana,&nbsp; some noodles from chicken noodle soup, and 3 spoon fulls of cookie dough and I felt like I ate wayy too much and felt bad about the cookie dough P:I don&#039;t like eating and I don&#039;t like being full. I feel guilty after I eat and it makes me feel sick. I haven&#039;t thrown food up yet, but I almost do sometimes.It&#039;s a lot about control for me. I know it is. I want to control the way I look since I can&#039;t control the way I feel. I think bone thin is beautiful. No, it&#039;s not about the media and pressure to be thin. It&#039;s about me and the way I feel. I haven&#039;t lost much weight yet. I&#039;ve only been thinking this way for about 7 months and I&#039;ve only been dieting like this for about 2.Is this an eating disorder or is my diet fine?</blockquote>

[QUOTE="PleaseHelp1, post: 2261400, member: 422076"] I want to lose weight. I'm 5'9, 130 pounds, and a 15 year old girl. It's not all about the weight. I know I'm not that fat, but I don't like what I see in the mirror. I try not to eat over 1,000 calories a day and I exercise about 2 hours a day. Yesterday, I ate 2 cheese sticks, a glass of orange juice, grapes, a banana, some noodles from chicken noodle soup, and 3 spoon fulls of cookie dough and I felt like I ate wayy too much and felt bad about the cookie dough P: I don't like eating and I don't like being full. I feel guilty after I eat and it makes me feel sick. I haven't thrown food up yet, but I almost do sometimes. It's a lot about control for me. I know it is. I want to control the way I look since I can't control the way I feel. I think bone thin is beautiful. No, it's not about the media and pressure to be thin. It's about me and the way I feel. I haven't lost much weight yet. I've only been thinking this way for about 7 months and I've only been dieting like this for about 2. Is this an eating disorder or is my diet fine? [/QUOTE]

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