Is this premonition and how can I relax?

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MommaGaga

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I have had premonitions before and have 'known' things before they happened. In 2001 for that whole summer I kept telling my then boyfriend (now husband) that I felt like something bad would happen and lots of people would die. 9/11 happened. I always felt that my Father would die around age 55. My Father died on Aug 25, 2008 at the age of 54 (in his 55th year) from Hepatitis C. I can sense when my life is transitional and when major changes are coming. My husband joined the military in Feb this year. We're going to be moving to the base where his training is when we get approved (should be any time now). I can feel my life changing now and being in a transition so I know something is happening with that. For the past two or three days I've had this nagging (ANNOYINGLY so) feeling that there is a huge goodbye in my future. I feel central to it and like I will be making a huge decision to say goodbye to someone really close to me. I am confused though between my husband and my Mother. I have no idea why but it's got something to do with a car and a journey. I'm thinking that (logically) I may be moving sooner than I expect and that it will be with my husband and say goodbye to my Mother. At the same time I can't eat very well and I'm having diarrhea, I can't sleep well and all I can think of is this uneasy feeling. At the end of whatever is coming I feel happiness and excitement and like a whole new beginning or something. The only way I can describe this feeling is like I'm about to be born and I can feel the cold air on the top of my head as I'm being pushed into this. Sorry that's the only analogy I can come up with. IT will NOT leave me alone. The last time I was like this was when my Father died for about 3 months BEFORE he died and it drove me nuts. I feel like this is all going to happen in the next 3 days. My husband is going to find out tomorrow the status of his memo that he wrote but that could mean nothing except waiting longer, but I have a really funny feeling that the burst is going to happen soon. I'm going nuts now. Nothing I do distracts me except when I focus on it and let it take me over.
I also had feelings like I would get into car accidents the two times it has happened.
It's not a bad or negative feeling, just an intense I have no control but it's going to happen and I've been warned feeling.
 
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timm

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It sounds like you have an intuitiveness about you. It is common and and is a natural gift,though can be also be seen as a burden. I , myself, have had moments of intuition and even had a similar encounter with 9/11. Days and weeks leading up to it I was having chronic migraine headaches as well as had a nagging anticipation. The morning of, I was driving home from working the late shift and was wondering if our city had a disaster plan in place in case of an emergency. Don't ask me what brought on that thought. There are other such , documented, cases of individuals who had strange sensations on that day and before. If you look up Princeton University's "Global Consciousness Project" you will see that they as well were measuring waves in consciousness by way of serveral computers positioned throughout the world . It operates by a Random Numbers Generator . When the numbers became less random , it spikes and it did so days , moments before and as the events unfolded on that day. It has also happened with other worldly events like the Tsunamis in the south pacific and Princess Dianas funeral. Science has taken an interest in this phenomenon and it is being expolored like the work being done at Princeton. Its hard to know what to tell you what to do about your ability. It is unique to the indivudual so how you deal with this is completely up to you. You could seek out some type of counciling or possibly try to find some books to read.. I wish you the best.
 
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